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Next Stage


NEXT STAGE

And as we live, we find on our own, the comfort provided within the “LIVING THING..” Genisis 2:7

HYMN of TRUST (Hebrews 11:1) 
(written by: Paul Dewitt Goree 11/2018 S.F.C.A.)

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, it’ll be alright
Trust in GOD, it’ll be alright
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, it’s alright!

Trust and learn, how everything in life works out just fine.
Trust in pray, the universe is in it’s own existence.
Trust and be, part of the Holy Trinity.
Trust and live, the invisible force has made evident.

Now I relaxing,
Hummming, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey it’ll be alright
(Everything in life works out just fine)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, it’s alright.
(It’s alright, all I hoped for and know)
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, it’ll be alright
(I trust in God, I trust Life, it’s alright)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, it’s alright…

FORGIVE ME (True)
(written by: Paul Dewitt Goree 11/2018 S.F.C.A.)

Once again, I’m outside without you
Texting-misspelling worth, hope of you, understanding me
I won’t pretend and blend the pain from the fear, hopelessness and vanity
When all those thoughts will only prove the truth
Leading me back to the destructive self remedies
I know you hear me knocking
I’m right outside ya door
I know you won’t desert me
Yet still odds are, there’s always a first time

-chorus-
Open up the door
I’m tired and lost for words
Forgive me -As emotions stream-True right straight from my soul
Can you feel me,  can you feel me, feel me.

Open up the door
I can’t explain why the ‘gones’ can’t be byes, yet!
Forgive me -As emotions start streaming-true.
Right straight from my soul
Can you feel me, feel me. I’m as true as I’ve ever been…under these circumstances, true with emotions
Can you feel me, feel me

It’s better in your arms, secure, comfort settles me, to peace
What a fool I am , walking on, through fire, like I’m so protected alone
Knowing – I pray each time for you,
I pray that you’ll be there to catch my fall
Even with another lie, to tie me over
Your smile is still assuring that I can pray and I can try and express without doubt
“Tomorrow I try again to be stronger, stronger!”
I know you hear me knocking
I’m right outside ya door
I know you won’t desert me
Yet still odds are, there’s always a first time

NEXT STAGE

(written by: Paul Dewitt Goree 11/2018 S.F.C.A.)

 Psalm 94:3 ‘Oh Lord, how long shall the wicked exult?’

From this perspective

I’m not seeking, longing, needing

Protection from, nothing

In the physical world

The withered physical world

I dance and it’s all of me

Fully experienced enough to know by now

How to set my emotional ENERGY to work

No questions, need to be asked! There are no answers, I can provide!

It should be clear to everyone-involved right now, the moment right now!

-chorus-

Next Stage

On the Higher grounds

Sub-due with only that PERFECT LOVE.

I’m not leaving you behind

I’m simply being a portions of that light

Which leads us all to the NEXT STAGE

The very Next Stage…we’ll live on!

Next Stage

On the highest ground

So eluded from the PISCEAN harm

Excuse me and let me escape

Get away, far away from antiquated HATE

I’m not leaving any one behind

I’m simply desiring to be a portion of the light

Which leads us all to the NEXT STAGE

The very Next Stage…we’ll live on!

Bridge:

Gotta stop the emptiness

Gotta stop the intent constraints

Gotta raise collective TRUST

Before GOD opens up the valut

To the next stage

where we’ll live on and on eternally

Praising the “living Thing”

From the old perspective

I’m no longer needing empathy

Newer felt and much deeper emotions

stir my intuition…

PURE energy rippling

Like waves through the universe

Vibrating only POSITIVE LOVE-YES that Perfect Love

Never hating LOVE!

Faith must be accelerated

From the same position, as we keep moving alone

Repeat  -Chorus-

-Bridge-

gotta pass on my feelings

gotta accept new feelings

gotta acknowledge collective TRUST

Purposeful intent: HIGHER LOVE indeed, it’s PERFECT

On the Higher grounds, where we all will meet.

The next stage, where we all will be!

 

 

 

NO REGRETS

(written by: Paul Dewitt Goree 11/2018 S.F.C.A.)

My soul, silenced me

And began to feel and express to me

With vibrations of a trusting

Experienced LOVE.

So inclusive

I kept my mouth shut

Not to disturb the energy, naturally healing me…

Not just me, but all around and surrounding them beyond what I could ever figure out, on my own.

We can all admit the difference that we felt when, we felt his presence, we didn’t hear the noise of CONFUSION, from those not able – yet to internalize what it we often call FRUSTRATION.

-chorus-

Time has been

Contently a breast and friend

Indifferent, why am I

Fighting my self again

No regrets is always

The only thing defined

Time has given me

Experience and wisdom

But yet I’m not alone

We all are the sum of one

PERFECT LOVE

No Regrets is always

The only thing defined.

 

NO WRONG ROADS

Roads closed no matter where I go
Betcha I still play it, the only way I know
Lost, em’ odds don’t mean a damn thing to me
Incidental Coincidences, NO never again.
My soul been blessed- I’m feeling tossed in emotions
Ain’t too much can really fool me now
Oh what it must feel like-1/2 way in the middle
Where not even strangers wanna come and kick around
-Chorus_
Yet it’s alright
Don’t stress your mind, let it eaz tonight
It’s alright
Ghost come and go, I’m getting peace tonight
It’s alright
Pulling em’ skeletons from the dark at last
Only making me find never has a road been wrong
There’s no wrong roads as my life travels on
No wrong roads for this traveling soul
Life spins about the highs and lows just the same
And the best thing in living, is earning the PEACE found in the morning sun–RISE!
(it’s all in morning sunrise, when I thank and greeting GOD…peace at last has come to me)
Heart bent over simple human fusion strayed
Complicated games, I never understood the worth of the connection failed
And yes, em’ SWEET SWEET DREAMS, are filled with burning passionate needs
Still they can’t force themselves of anybody else, who’s rolling with their soul all alone and well
A blanket and some dope blind conviction, guilty me PLEASE!
I’m still given them what they want, “The Show Must Go On” right?
So it really doesn’t matter about the consequences now-time has been expired what could be an end
And the way my fire is burning: NO one, no one can do me wrong in life!
-chorus-
Bridge:
Live and learn
Family and friends, all the loving moment seem to past -with time
Being so occupied, with em’ suspicious minds, trying trying trying to BREAK GOD’S WORK, in me.
What a shame, hope they understand, what it mean to be FREE, Soul so free they  can’t break this will and leave up to Jesus to be the best place I’ll find PEACE…..(Peace in salvation, thus there’s no wrong road ever traveled by these feet, never never never…)

ILLUSIONS by: paul dewitt goree


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“…Here’s to all of those who inspire in others hope, life, and LOVE. With no intent to do anything else but exist in peace. They truely prove their love to God, by serving him-through the joy and inspiration the ignite in others…” Paul Dewitt Goree
How do you wear it so well?
The truth of power set in motion
Composed by three sources above
Heaven bears witness of –
The love blessed upon you
You’re more than the worth of spoken words
Your actions are attractions amaze-
Yet all alone, but not afraid you dance
Like the Angel Gabriel -no fear,
As if you are favored by the crowd, as they laugh at your falls
Blindly you dance around –
Can’t express that gift,  from the highest power provided  to you
-CHORUS-
You chase illusions
Nobody else can see
You chase illusions
It’s more difficult than believing in dreams
You pull from the heavens
Love, Life, and Light
In darkness, forgiving all in an instance
Like after a rain storm
Your love is like a bright stars
That inspires us all
Hope, Love, and external life served!
Cause you chase illusions
Keep chasing those illusions
So tell me how does it feel to wear
The hatred so well –
It’s damnation that often leads to a death
Yet your ways are guided by sacred love
These ways are truth of life that comes from above
Your soul is a sacrifice-
The greatest joy is received by all that place eyes upon you
Turning doubt into love, that expands all the earth
Angels sing for you-and you never hear a sound
You simply revolve around something unseen-like you’re lost (dead)
Reference: The Greatest Story Ever Told by CHICK Publications  (ISBN:9780-759-084-5) 293
As it refers to those who inspire in others – that which is the Holy Ghost
(The father, the son , the holy ghost

Part 2 Sub-Cults In America


 

for the people by the peopleThis trip to San Francisco has now been determined a back track to initial trip which started 5/2017 thru 5/2018.  Now with the rest of the unexpected TOUR OF CALIFORNIA, San Francisco is now consistent with San Diego, and Los Angeles. Except the sudden change of plans 8/2017 to not continue at all in California- no need to venture to Sacramento.

Seeming my presence in California (arrival 05/26/2015) was based on a fake phished message on Twitter. The message appeared 3 consecutive days.  The first being from Bill Gates, then Melinda Gates and finally  on the 3rd day the Gates Foundation .The message stated… ‘If you feel your life has been interrupted, don’t think of it as interruption…think of it as being CATAPULTED in a new direction.’ Thus I decided to take the phished message seriously. This account, which is my original Twitter account, is currently not accessible.

It wouldn’t make a difference to me-seeming I have nothing to gain nor lose. And since I began the disowning of myself from my family in 2013-as explained to some, my ‘out of control substance use’ had gone too far. I felt the distance would be better appreciated. Than to have my family go through repeat occurrences regarding substance abuse in our families past. 2013 was the perfect time to start family closure-seeming no responsible explanation was going to be accepted by me, regarding events that occurred in Phoenix, AZ (2011-2015) that mimicked Las Vegas, NV (1999-2011). As if some collective was seeking answers that would provide them an advantage.

I knew my family would understand and is keen enough to question so many DISCREPANCIES that seem to follow me. Which have no CLOSURE. From this understanding I know my family is able to determine the truth. I’d fathered die now knowing that I did not surrender to the sub-cultural collective’s sensory manipulation as planned.

Now as then, I intend to hold stubbornly onto NO CLOSURE- and document in various ways the similar patterns of associated sub cultural collective mal intent, as I perceive it.  These patterns have been consistent in my life (since 1999) and the lives of others as they, explained their stories to me.

Another factor today (9/23/2018) due to similar street shake ups that usually only results in a trickle of a change.  I have decided to accelerate my deterioration by increasing usage – back to super high risk territory-thus nullifying all cognitive created thoughts of mine from being valid. THIS SHOULD BE NO PROBLEM SEEMING 20 YEARS OF QUASI NEGLECT HAS LEAD TO NO CLOSURE-I WILL CONTINUE TO SEEK CLOSURE ON MY OWN. THE DISCREPANCIES BETWEEN WHERE I AM AND TOTAL LIFE EXPERIENCE DO NOT ADD UP.

It funny that this week (9/22/2018) DEEPAK CHOPRA stated on Twitter similar thoughts, regarding total living worth.  He stated “Every cell in your body embodies the repository of every bit of knowledge pertaining to the history of life on Earth” #Cosmic Consciousness).

THESE ARE MY REASONS FOR SELF DESTRUCTION RATHER THAN A JOHNNY COME LATE APPROACH BY WHICH THE PAST 20 YEARS HAVE BEEN PLANNED BY SOME SUB-CULTURAL COLLECTIVE, THAT GOES AGAINST MY LIFE ‘REPOSITORY’ THE DOPE DIP IN SHERM OR “HORSE SHIT METH SHERM” IS STILL INEFFECTIVE WHEN I’M THINKING INTEGRITY AND WORTH OF HONORABLE WORDS AND SOME STILL WANT TO PLAY GAMES AT OUR NATIONAL EXPENSE.

So as in 2013,   a YOUTUBE find that was PHISHED directly to me.  I CREATE a VIDEO titled ‘MYSTERIAN MAN’ to the song or band titled, ‘EASILY MISLEAD'(https://youtu.be/nkpdfJHZb9s) by which the true culprits knew that I am aware that neither they nor I am mislead. But as I attempt to express it to others through various means of communications it will be the equivalent of “the boy who cried wolf!”

Which is a joke among a small collective in Las Vegas 2002-2006, but isn’t so funny these days. Seeming whatever the Vegas Collective expected to achieve, they should know by now I am that expendable thus not worth any negotiation value.

If they really wanted effective change they would re-read TRI STATE DRUG DONATION AUCTION and MID-NIGHT COURT(http://paulgoree.blogspot.com/2016/04/drug-auction-donation-day-midnight-court.html ) that I experienced while on a good hypnotic meth/sherm collective spiritual exchange of energies 5/2017 (where no one cheated like current mother fuckers-who fake it and will fuck themselves out of existence in the end).

The only difference I would change is, since some people still have a habit of dropping an 8 ball or 1/4 oz of meth on the streets, (that is not within the jurisdiction of the court nor are the assistants to all enforcement operatives) to control jurisdictions of substance value/dollars and control prior inmates and users. How about they be ordered to continue dropping those packages until they are found by ‘targeted unknown persons’ who will never find them. Even when they’ve dropped a ton of meth-they must continue dropping, until ‘targeted unknown persons’ stumble upon one of these 8 ball- 1/4 oz  packages. Uhm the streets will then be saturated with “Marker Dope” as detailed in California Drug Dealer Liability Act (https://law.justia.com/codes/california/2005/hsc/11700-11717.html) (if it’s not phished on the internet or print. As detailed by Franklin Foer -Reality Ended- Atlantic Magazine 5/2018 https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2018/05/realitys-end/556877/).

Thus since I am a dead expendable citizen who is disgruntled by some events which have been consistent since 1999. My eventual death should be no surprise. I refuse to be the prawn between Civic sub-cultural collectives (which becomes ‘deep city state’ efforts) and various American ‘righted’ sub-cultural collectives. Which have an American right  to exist-but not with my personal involvement or non-consent to be associated. Then to base it on their  DEMAND, as if their right are valued more than mines or any other American. Especially when I intend to not be involved willingly with those that manipulate affiliation “just because”.

To be a Timothy McVeigh copy- cat and do Federal Felonies and get away with it (as expressed by one member of a harassing sub-cultural collective member 06/2018 in Los Angeles) yes this is the total immature extent of some sub-cultural collectives by which I have no interest.

Sub-Cults In America


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From 1992-2018 I have been observing the drug chart standard in the United States.  In 1994 while attending University of New Mexico. The Dean of Sociology, also taught a class on collective substance use factors on the macro society. The Dean Professor assigned us the courses reading assignment. Which was the work of ########## titled ########.

This work presented for the first time. Effects of sub-cultural substance collectives. It resulted in the closing of the New Jersey City Police Department unresolved cases of teenage suicide collective dearth’s  The professor mentioned that it would be a great focus for some us to look into, seeming it provided observations, testimonials that provide insight into substance use collective behavioral factors.
Las Vegas (1999-2011) was the strangest place with so many inconsistent and awkward beliefs. Some of those beliefs I felt were dangerous to the public. They resulted in a false created urban myth. Ex. A group of people were told that the Miranda Rights were no longer on effect.

I challenged the statement, but it seemed that the other 3 simply believed it. When asked why I didn’t believe the urban myth was not true. I stated “If that were the truth then this nation would be rioting this very moment.”

It’s false statements like comments about the Miranda Right’s, that Franklin Foer details in his work ‘Reality Ends’ (.There are sub-cultural collectives that have saturated our American society, thus creating doubt. Their manipulation of our sensory receptors has been an extreme factor: that all data (news, TV, radio, movies, and books) can no longer be trusted as vaild. https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2018/05/realitys-end/

I remember 2007, when the “radio” came on. I recall not believe what was being expressed to me, by some that befriended me. They were not physically present and represented themselves as a review conscious moral board. I termed them “The Celestial Board”. They remained silent and only continued their agenda (convincing me that they were real). This was one of many re-conditioning attempts by the collective.

The invisible audio continued. Events such as baseball games, television, radio, magazines, books especially the internet. Seemed to be altered/dub-over to merge me within it. As if it was personally for me.

I at first could not handle it. It seemed to increase in volumes. I internalized a strategy by which I focused my thoughts -demanding my mind to remember everything that I could from college pertaining to thought process and memory. I wanted to find evidence that validated whether the audio was internal or e eternal. If external I could relax a little. I determined it was external.

This helped me keep my mind straight as the audio and people’s actions began to increase and be more elaborate. Incidents such as walk-ways in apartments or down stairs apartments with secret passages to upstairs apartments. These where utilized for surveillance and reconditioning. The reconditioning was done with whispers as the person hide.

I remember statements such as “I’m going to put my mind, in your head and then control your body.” Talks of puppets and voodoo dolls, being used to control people. These types of discussions were meant to desensitize a person.

Some people started talking about the symbolic representation of the white cars and black cars. This subject never dissolved from 2001-2015 in Las Vegas and Phoenix. In 2015 I relocated to San Diego, and while doing Cal-Works, I was asked by an SSD Behavioral citizen: “What I thought about the senior citizens driving white cars or black cars, with their young adult grandchildren?”

I told him I thought such talk wasn’t tweeter’ talk. Ge got mad and began to justify his usage of meth from the age of 15. His arrest by ’51 Jump Street’ type agents at his high school in San Diego, CA.
His juvenile justice sentence. Then his adult penitentiary time for distribution, manufacturing and possession of meth. He did 20 years- 2 different sentences.

I informed him that I sorry that labelled him a tweeter. But that’s my way of screening people who ask me question about meth and its sub-cultural collective. I then proceeded to question him with a self-determinate, strength base, empowerment discussion. I asked him the following questions.

1)  When the white/black cars approach you. Do they stop and honk their horn at you?
1) He relied–No

2)  When they are parked near you do they point their finger or shout out to you-thus identifying you as a meth user?
2) No

3) Do you ever see them with a cell phone? Perhaps calling the police?
3) No

4) Do they ever prevent you from continuing smoking meth while they are present?
4) No

I asked him to think about how he feels-regarding his ‘No’ answers and their possible intent towards him. He thought for a moment and said “they only made me more uncomfortable.”
I asked him did he think they were effective. He paused and then started laughing stating, “No”-seeming I still continued to smoke. They were more like a nuance trying to intimidate him.”  He then smile wider having realizing he has control of how others can attempt to make him feel.

The countering sub-cultural collectives actions against adult users, is a serious issue that should be looked into. Ordinary citizens are relentless as they passively harass behavioral diagnosis citizens and regular citizens. They may not perceive their actions as dangerous. But those actions are often unattended to by the municipal. Users are mire unlikely to make a compliant, as they are passively assaulted.

Identifying the culprits is very difficult. Yet their patterns are distinctive. They hide behind microphones, using Bluetooth receivers that are small and hidden. They attempt to socialize with suggestive symbolic dramatized serials. They seem to have negative thoughts and feelings towards non-procreation. Which is detailed in constant guilt trip conditioning. These are passive measures of brain washing.

The extreme could me mental culprits with irrational statements and beliefs that lead them to seek locate their new victims and place them through a mental nightmare. Their victims are usually new users. Not yet completely conditioned to the culprit’s sub-cultural collectives beliefs.

It is as if they have forgotten they are Americans and like their substance using collective. Have rights that protect their individual development and the use of Liberty to be all that they can be. At no time can one American disregard another American freedoms of existence. This is our best collective reward, seeming it is a learning mechanism.

Ghost Writer



There’s a tale, that I must speak
18 years of bitter defeat
Collective trust now rivalries
Broken swords and stolen shields
You’ve taken all, but can’t take my life
Now the drum beats
Rise – spirits- rise
Let the sun light radiate
Only Jah can save us now
The tale begins in Africa
Where a shaman deed his worth
The full moon of truth witnessed him
The honor of betrayal under scored
And he was blessed by Jah one pray of fate
What he could not take above
He buried deep into the Earth
For his generations to call upon
They sang his song- whenever evil came upon them
They sang ” Rise spirits rise, great spirits rise
Your ancestors need you, 2018!!!”

 -Chorus-
The Ghost writer he writes
Between the lines of discrepancy  
Removing lies of deceit- truth be found
The Ghost writer writes
Oh he writes, of hell he writes
The Ghost writer he writes
Vertigo to common view
Where there is no soul- no love be found
The Ghost writer writes
Oh he writes, of hell he writes

I’ll protect my silent worth
Cursed social civilities
Non-defensive we’ve crossed uncertainties
Now we chose our weaponry
All the flames in the fire burn
No Peace like once we gentle lived
You have risen indignity 
Rotten honor – broken secret will
Buccaneers we face you now
To die we will find the highest pride
There’s no laughter in your game – no joy
History will reveal my deed – by which you manipulate
You believe what you believe
As blood flows from your lineage tree
Lost effort- lost integrity
You’ve lost your soul in machinary

-REPEAT CHORUS-
-Bridge-
Upon the setting of the sun, the spirit vows
The evil victory would verse mal witnesses
They’ve found trickery has fooled innocence
They prey on bairn souls
Yet the Universe protects it’s tapestry 
While the lineages battle long
Great worth seize the Higher Love
To vanquished all their souls from Earth
So you believe what you believe?
The shaman rose up from the sun, indeed
He dried the River of Belief
So Jah could expand him once again

CURSED ANGELS


 

I don’t think they understand
They are not the only soulful powers on this earth
They perpetrate this “Living Thing” (Genesis 2:7)
With laughter of unrighteous love
They betray the common good
They manipulate like ghost to fool
And what would be their purpose will?
Deception of God, to strangle his breath of life in us

-Chorus-

Ride on the wind
Broken wings of Angels, sin
Trying to raise your souls 
Up above to get that HIGHER LOVE
Soon you’ll be finding out
Your game has failed in joy
Never believe them
Never hear them
Only speak of them
With prays for their wrecked souls
Go away, go away, go away
Let the wind blow you away, so far away, go away
You cursed angels 
You’re cursed for all deeds done
So cursed for fooling Jesus
You’re cursed for bending minds
You’re cursed for every-every soul you’ve crossed.

There’s no ‘perfection’ by which you’ll ever be
Within your own hearts
You fear integrity -ya game weak
So you must rely on wicked mind games
To be remembered, to survive
Full of destructive negative
Vibes that lock you into deep to live
Your not alive, no more
Can’t save nobodies soul
You’ll find your collective wrong

SOUL COLLECTOR


Hell no, it goes again
Street bent broke yaw’ll dreams
Tin Pan alley dreams
Whiz dream the brand new boss
Piss – shit, so hate on me
Keep driven on the wrong, wrong road
Stop singing all them soulless song
That’s what you asking for
Get another chance with me, never now,
Next life we’ll see

-chorus-
Ohhhh, I keep proven them wrong
I keep proven them wrong
Them want to hang up and go
But they finishing this show
I keep proven them wrong
I keep proven the wrong
They wanna cheat with mind games
So I’m collecting their souls!
Soul collector – Soul collector
God has blessed me – yaw’ll soul collector

Raise the fight in me
You’ll just enticing me
To rise my energy
Next year you’ll be missing me
Cause I praise straight from God
I be that voodoo child
Yaw’ll trust them hoodoo lies
There is no golden rule
Be your own inventor fools
This life still yours to live

-chorus-
Ohhhh, I keep proven them wrong
I keep proven them wrong
Them want to hang up and go
But they finishing this show
I keep proven them wrong
I keep proven the wrong
They wanna cheat with mind games
So I’m collecting the souls!
Soul collector – Soul collector
God has blessed me – yaw’ll soul collector

Yaw’ll knew the valley deep
Should of gotten on ya knees
Pray for some soul relief
Pray for the broken weak
Cause yaw’ll fear the lost of worth
Laugh now on frequencies
But to hide you’ll ensure deceit
Cowards dance in dark dark sheets
Masquerade your sin ‘perfect’ creep
Burn now burn in the Lake of Fire

GRID LOCK SAN FRANCISCO—Civic Civil Liability


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San Francisco let’s not pretend, that grid lock in this city/county, regarding housing and homeless citizens has not been a reality for the past 15 years. Worst than this grid lock reality, is the timeline/history of my 1 year residence in the city/county of San Francisco. Which documents the events of housing/homelessness I have been confronting since 2008.  Especially from H.U.D. DC, with it’s poor decision to refer my grievance to regional H.U.D, San Francisco for a grievance against South West Behavioral Services case managers, Margaret Finn and Johnny Garcia.  So my arrival May 2017 was already hexed with civic bureaucracy, that would not place me nor my complaints/posting in favorable light. In fact, some might think, my whining is excessive, with invalid accusations.  But then how I’m living this experience and how it is being comprehended might be two different things all together. Or worst PHISHED!

When I arrived in San Francisco, I felt that the Homeless Citizen 90 day Shelter Bed program was questionable. Seeming it nor any other civic operations has able body Transitional Homeless Citizen Programs. They simply provide 90 days, and services such as employment, conventional housing, social security disability, medical, behavioral referrals. But no full 2 years Homeless Citizen Transitional Development Programs.  Seeming 311 is a city/county provided service, by which city/county tax dollars pay for it. The 311 90 day Shelter Bed Programs seems to be inefficient when dealing with the concerns and totals  needs of citizens at the cost of all citizens.  Whereas private enterprise business, could say but never do, they can afford to lose a customer. 311 and all other Civic operations, can never say-“They can afford to lose a citizen”.  Yet they have lost me and perhaps others due to inefficiency and consistent procedural discrepancies.

The Grid Lock I have experience being a homeless  citizen in San Francisco for one year; has reached its worst as I prepare to leave the county/city.  My story is as follows: I was discharged from a respite 4/20/2018. I was admitted to the respite 03/02/2018.  I was admitted to General Hospital San Francisco 02/19/2018/ – I was discharged 02/21/2018. For some reason which my doctor does not understand, the problem with my discharge which was reckless and rapid.  I was discharged to a shelter for only one day.  My doctor then looked into why I was not discharged into a respite considering, my operation was a cervical spinal operation and it takes up to 90 days for full recovery.  6 of those 9 days in another shelter (via the shelter reservation program). I spent 3 of those days on the streets, including 2/22/2018 the day after the surgery.

At this point all seemed fine until 4/20/2018 when I discharged from the respite. I called 311 on 4/20/2018 to accept my 90 Shelter bed.  I called late and there were only two choices, Dolores #1 and Dolores #2. I chose Dolores #2 for personal reasons posted August/September 2017.   On 4/28/2018 I decided to call 311 and see if I could relocate/transfer to another shelter.  The reason for my request was that seeming 90 days for full recovery had not pasted, a top bunk was not a good option for me, and thus I was going to need a bottom bunk. The 311 operator basically informed me that ‘ once a decision is made as to which shelter the client desires. It can not be change.’ He suggested I talk to the Dolores #2 staff and see if arrangement could be made. In the past 311’s suggest only resulted several forms to be filled out and verified by a doctor, by which a decision would not be made within 90 days. Thus I found not need to take the suggest seriously. Instead I asked, “How could I make a reservation at Providence?” The 311 operator informed me that I would have to end my current/new 90 day shelter bed reservation (72 hours) and then request a 90 day shelter bed, placing me at the bottom of the list again. At that time, I could then request a shelter bed at Providence and if one was available at the time of this change, then it would be provided.

Since that conversation ended, all I kept reflecting about was that back in Nov 2017, I started to prepare for my relocation from San Francisco to Los Angeles. And considering the inconsistent public service of housing and homeless citizen housing/sheltering in San Francisco, all I can think is GRID LOCK-System Error Somewhere in SF-GRID LOCK-System Error Somewhere in SF-GRID LOCK-System Error Somewhere in SF-GRID LOCK-System Error Somewhere in SF-

I recently did an assessment for PTSD by which new hypothesis question the effect of day to day stress on PTSD. The new considerations at this point is a new program titled REPS-Resolving  Psychological Stress. I was not chosen for the research, but during the assessment the discussion of my PTSD from an assault upon my eye and face (random act of violence) in Los Angeles came up for further review.  Yet as I was answering the questions and reflecting upon how I feel about the incident, by which the Police Dept was informed after the expiration for random acts of violence from a hospital emergency room. A citizen has 24 hours to get to an emergency room, when it involves a random act of violence and or assault that is not reported or doc’d by the police themselves. I arrived at the hospital 38 hours later. Thus the admitting nurse and the hospital social worker did not know how to attend to my admittance. They call the police just to be on the safe side. As the police was taking my statement, he noticed that  my timing/date was off. When he asked “Exactly when did this incident happen?” The hospital and I both informed him of the accurate date. He then went on to explain to the hospital staff, that this  report is going anywhere, because the date is printed on the complaint from the 911 operator when the call is coming from the hospital and or involves any act of violence by which the state takes on responsibility for the victim. He was upset at them for not realizing this and he was upset with me for not cooperating fully.

Thus the PTSD from my injury from another citizen is important. But I think I have experience more day to day stress leading to incidences by which PTSD occur from the CIVIC Operation/Civic Employees.  My Paul Goree -TIME LINE of CIVIC OPERATION ADMINISTER INCIDENCES:

1# Las Vegas, NV 2009: Clark County Social Service Case Manager, upon the statement of another client. Proceeded with housing fraud upon me. The request was denied by her superiors, but made me seriously question my future in Social Service/Sociology. Seeming NASW Ethics demand that case manager client relationship be attended to. Thus no case manager/social worker should ever take the complaint from one client against another client (seeming these clients are CITIZENS).

2# Las Vegas, NV 2011: Labor Commission of Nevada/USA.  I fully understand the purpose of the Labor Commission and its regards toward protecting the employment rights of all citizens. Thus if one of us allow our employer to take advantage of us: it effects all of us. Yet at the same time I can not let my own opinion and Liberty be pushed aside for what usually result in legislative changes. One year before the incident with the Labor Commission placing me against my prior “quasi” employer, I wrote a post titled WHOSE TIME IS IT ANYWAY? https://paulgoree.wordpress.com /tag/part-time-employment/ 

3# Phoenix, AZ 2012-2014: South West Behavioral Service and Margaret Finn/Johnny Garcia.  Finn and Garcia were not responsive to client nor intra-Civic Operations to provide preventive measures regarding the housing of Homeless Citizens with the Housing of SSD Homeless Citizens with a Federal HUD Categorical Grant. http://paulgoree.blogspot.com/2014/09/client-profile-debate-unethical-actions.html

4# San Diego, CA 2015: Obama Phone and California Lifeline vs. SafeLink.  Safelink services provided me a second line of service on my account.  Which was immediately denied by California Lifeline (which cancelled the second line of service) and Safelink Corp. itself. The guideline by which California Life Line operate does not provide two lines of service. Even through the system by which Safe Link and California Life Line will provide 2 lines of service. Some how a rep. approached me and offered me the phone. Which I sort of agree with the rep. Seeming since eligibility is based on financial need. The need of adult clients with children would be ground upon which a second line of service should be provided. So that parents can keep in touch with their children.

5# Los Angeles, CA 2015: Los Angeles Public Library Civic Employee and The State of California. Till this day I do not understand how a civic employee believes that when they are on the clock (of the tax payers) that they are regular civic citizens. Only active military has 24/7 detail. Thus this case still baffles me. http://paulgoree.blogspot.com/2016/10/regarding-issue-with-los-angeles-city.html

6# San Francisco, CA 2017-2018: 311 90 Day Shelter Beds, San Francisco Social Service GA Program, Transition Homeless Programs. Since no Homelesss Citizen Trespass Option without Criminal Intent exist currently in the California Revised Code. Homelessness is going to be really an issue with California as the Homeless Citizen population increase nationally. In San Francisco it seems that 311 90 Shelter Beds (paid by city/county taxes) are up against San Francisco Social Service GA program who also pays for bed with client award. Yet still there is a huge GRID LOCK situation going on with San Francisco and it’s citizen base population, who are HOMELESS. Don’t forget San Francisco that ‘SHELTER’ is the last accomplishment we as a society must accomplish as detailed in A.Maslow Theory of social upward mobility to survive.http://paulgoree.blogspot.com/2014/11/part-two-maslows-theorem-great-society.html
Here is a link that currently  explain the GRID LOCK of San Francisco homeless situation. https://www.sfchronicle.com/bayarea/article/As-rain-comes-down-more-S-F-homeless-shelters-6773032.php

So is it me or is it the nature of the beast: CIVIC BUREAUCRACY. Regardless one fact I won’t stand by idly and let our state and nation slowly be minimized-as if nothing is going on. Thus it is imperative that we Americans understand the CIVIC can never express sentiments that suggest…”We can afford to lose a citizen!” Because we are the very citizens who are the people for the people as a collective state/nation.

So 311 San Francisco, do you or do you not allow transfers? If not why offer a service that is only going to not be particle to a citizen base that is ‘TRANSIENT” in their collective individual nature of existence. The inconsistent or sudden changes by which Homeless Citizen will often use, is not a measurement of their behavior. It is a measurement of the changes in society, by which the civic legislation has not caught up with. The sad affair is the stress it causes on the citizens, both homeless and not! Is our civic municipalities ready to take on the LIBEL responsibility that is associated with the stress that they place upon citizens?  How do we begin to measure this stress? Are Tax payers going to want to accept the payment of taxation for Civic stress created by civic employees and the civic municipal?

The following is from my Chiespirit blog, explaining stress, the importance of Stress Management.
http://chi-espirit.blogspot.com/2017/12/chi-espirt-page.html

CHI-ESPIRIT
Posted By Paul Goree 12/10/2017
Consciously acknowledging all that is in existence upon the earth-as created by God (the creator of the universe). Through Chi-Espirit we can develope a natural appreciation and respect for one another: by which we enable ourselves to LOVE God (by severing him) and Love one another!

How stress affects your health

Opening by Paul Goree 12/11/2017 San Francisco

 

It is so critical that we understand and acknowledge the stress we cause upon each other as we interact. This stress minimizes us as it is a silent killing medical factor: that leads to strokes, heart attacks, and anxiety, paranoia and self-esteem issues. As we interact, we have the capability to consciously consider how our actions, words and thoughts might affect another individual, creating stress on them. By which they go throughout the day passing that stress and anxiety on to others. If it is know that proximity to someone who is happy with a positive perspective, can increase our attitude, cause us to be more positive. This is a great STRESS REDUCTION and collectively inspires positive growth and empowerment. As American our individualism is attacked daily, with negative comments. These comments may not be directed at us, but the reception of that negative comment towards someone else, has the same affect, considering we are a collective of individuals with individuals liberties. This enhances our liberties of what it is we want and can accomplish in this nation. Why would those who are directly linked to us, want to bring the collective down with negative comments.

Negative comments are intentional expression that aim to attack an individual’s liberty! They also linger in the conscious mind and causes passive stress. This passive stress grows and grows, leading to the worst paranoia. Why do we do this? My liberties and freedoms are vested in your liberties and freedoms and at this era of human history-we can consciously acknowledge this and decrease negative energy, thoughts, expression and passion verbal assault. We then can learn and grow from that by which we are linked. The individualism/difference is where we all have an advantage, to increase and cement our liberty.

The following is report is from the American Psychological Association, detailing the importance of recognizing the health dangers of stress. This is something that is very Chiespirit as it –makes us consciously consider our creation from God and how we are all linked as one. So let’s start consciously doing some things that are extreme POSITIVE. Knowing that negative energy will still and always be presence (Ying-Yang). But we can serve God by loving one another and helping one another come to higher understanding of our existence on this beautiful planet. 

 

http://www.apa.org/helpcenter/stress.aspx

 

Stress: We’ve all felt it. Sometimes stress can be a positive force, motivating you to perform well at your piano recital or job interview. But often — like when you’re stuck in traffic — it’s a negative force. If you experience stress over a prolonged period of time, it could become chronic — unless you take action.

A natural reaction

Have you ever found yourself with sweaty hands on a first date or felt your heart pound during a scary movie? Then you know you can feel stress in both your mind and body.
This automatic response developed in our ancient ancestors as a way to protect them from predators and other threats. Faced with danger, the body kicks into gear, flooding the body with hormones that elevate your heart rate, increase your blood pressure, boost your energy and prepare you to deal with the problem.
These days, you’re not likely to face the threat of being eaten. But you probably do confront multiple challenges every day, such as meeting deadlines, paying bills and juggling childcare that make your body react the same way. As a result, your body’s natural alarm system — the “fight or flight” response — may be stuck in the on position. And that can have serious consequences for your health.

Pressure points

Even short-lived, minor stress can have an impact. You might get a stomach-ache before you have to give a presentation, for example. More major acute stress, whether caused by a fight with your spouse or an event like an earthquake or terrorist attack, can have an even bigger impact.
Multiple studies have shown that these sudden emotional stresses — especially anger — can trigger heart attacks, arrhythmias and even sudden death.1 Although this happens mostly in people who already have heart disease, some people don’t know they have a problem until acute stress causes a heart attack or something worse.

Chronic stress

When stress starts interfering with your ability to live a normal life for an extended period, it becomes even more dangerous. The longer the stress lasts, the worse it is for both your mind and body. You might feel fatigued, unable to concentrate or irritable for no good reason, for example. But chronic stress causes wear and tear on your body, too.
Stress can make existing problems worse.2 In one study, for example, about half the participants saw improvements in chronic headaches after learning how to stop the stress-producing habit of “catastrophizing,” or constantly thinking negative thoughts about their pain.3 Chronic stress may also cause disease, either because of changes in your body or the overeating, smoking and other bad habits people use to cope with stress. Job strain — high demands coupled with low decision-making latitude — is associated with increased risk of coronary disease, for example.4 Other forms of chronic stress, such as depression and low levels of social support, have also been implicated in increased cardiovascular risk. And once you’re sick, stress can also make it harder to recover. One analysis of past studies, for instance, suggests that cardiac patients with so-called “Type D” personalities — characterized by chronic distress — face higher risks of bad outcomes.5

What you can do

Reducing your stress levels can not only make you feel better right now, but may also protect your health long-term.
In one study, researchers examined the association between “positive affect” — feelings like happiness, joy, contentment and enthusiasm — and the development of coronary heart disease over a decade.6 They found that for every one-point increase in positive affect on a five-point scale, the rate of heart disease dropped by 22 percent.
While the study doesn’t prove that increasing positive affect decreases cardiovascular risks, the researchers recommend boosting your positive affect by making a little time for enjoyable activities every day.
Other strategies for reducing stress include:

  • Identify what’s causing stress. Monitor your state of mind throughout the day. If you feel stressed, write down the cause, your thoughts and your mood. Once you know what’s bothering you, develop a plan for addressing it. That might mean setting more reasonable expectations for yourself and others or asking for help with household responsibilities, job assignments or other tasks. List all your commitments, assess your priorities and then eliminate any tasks that are not absolutely essential.
  • Build strong relationships. Relationships can be a source of stress. Research has found that negative, hostile reactions with your spouse cause immediate changes in stress-sensitive hormones, for example.7 But relationships can also serve as stress buffers. Reach out to family members or close friends and let them know you’re having a tough time. They may be able to offer practical assistance and support, useful ideas or just a fresh perspective as you begin to tackle whatever’s causing your stress.
  • Walk away when you’re angry. Before you react, take time to regroup by counting to 10. Then reconsider. Walking or other physical activities can also help you work off steam. Plus, exercise increases the production of endorphins, your body’s natural mood-booster. Commit to a daily walk or other form of exercise — a small step that can make a big difference in reducing stress levels.
  • Rest your mind. According to APA’s 2012 Stress in America survey, stress keeps more than 40 percent of adults lying awake at night. To help ensure you get the recommended seven or eight hours of shut-eye, cut back on caffeine, remove distractions such as television or computers from your bedroom and go to bed at the same time each night. Research shows that activities like yoga and relaxation exercises not only help reduce stress, but also boost immune functioning.8
  • Get help. If you continue to feel overwhelmed, consult with a psychologist or other licensed mental health professional who can help you learn how to manage stress effectively. He or she can help you identify situations or behaviors that contribute to your chronic stress and then develop an action plan for changing them.
The American Psychological Association’s Practice Directorate gratefully acknowledges the assistance of David S. Krantz, PhD, Beverly Thorn, PhD, and Janice Kiecolt-Glaser, PhD, in developing this fact sheet.

References

1 Krantz, D.S., Whittaker, K.S. & Sheps, D.S. (2011). “Psychosocial risk factors for coronary artery disease: Pathophysiologic mechanisms.” In Heart and Mind: Evolution of Cardiac Psychology . Washington, DC: APA.
2 Kiecolt-Glaser, J. & Glaser, R.
3 Thorn, B.E., Pence, L.B., et al. (2007). “A randomized clinical trial of targeted cognitive behavioral treatment to reduce catastrophizing in chronic headache sufferers.” Journal of Pain 8 , 938-949.
4 Krantz, D.S. & McCeney, M.K. (2002). “Effects of psychological and social factors on organic disease: A critical assessment of research on coronary heart disease.” Annual Review of Psychology, 53 , 341-369.
5 Denollet, J., et al. (2010). “A general propensity to psychological distress affects cardiovascular outcomes: Evidence from research on the type D (distressed) personality profile.” Circulation: Cardiovascular Quality and Outcomes, 3, 546-557.
6 Davidson, K.W., Mostofsky, E. & Whang, W. (2010). “Don’t worry, by happy: Positive affect and reduced 10-year incident coronary heart disease: The Canadian Nova Scotia Health Survey.” European Heart Journal, 31 , 1065-1070.
7 Kiecolt-Glaser, J. & Glaser, R.
8 Kiecolt-Glaser, J. & Glaser, R.

Revised 2013

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Self Incrimination Testimonial Michael Moore Who???


via I Paul Dewitt Goree –Self Incrimination Testimonial —Michael Moore Who???

The second Michael Moore is even more unbelievable. He is the documenting film producer/director. The year was 2002-2003. Once again I had received some data about a person named Michael Moore. But this time I receive less data than before. Thus I had to research. I found out that the data provided was an American Express account. I then proceed to be Michael Moore’s personal assistant. I contacted American Express and requested a replacement card. I was told that this account was closed due to failed payment within a 90 day period. Seeming this account was not a revolving account, the only thing required was to pay off the entire balance (as always with these monthly total balance due American Express Accounts). I paid off the balance with the checking account that was already associated with the account. And requested the new card be expressed to me at the MGM Las Vegas. Luckily American Express had an brick and mortar location inside the MGM and when the card arrived the next day. I went into the American Express Kiosk bank and obtained the card. Which I then used for purchases, I donated to those in need.

 

I Paul Dewitt Goree –Self Incrimination Testimonial —Michael Moore Who???


I Paul Dewitt Goree –Self Incrimination Testimonial —Michael Moore Who???

 SELF INCRIMINATION REGARDING MICHAEL MOORE

This is a self incrimination testimonial by me Paul Dewitt Goree. Legally the statue of limitations has ran out in Nevada, California and New York by which either Michael Moore can press charges. But if I’m lucky, then maybe there’s a way around that, and they can proceed with charges. The charges are desired by me, because they are linked to a more horrifying reality, which links secret networks of sub-cultural collectives. These sub-cultural collectives have the ability when networking to hack any systems and to manipulate data, causing some chaos – yet depending on the circumstance, the out come is questionable. Are these sub-cultural collectives the Robin Hoods of modern Hi-Tech advancement, by which their efforts allude even the greatest intelli-enforcement? Who knows, but seeming intelli-enforcement has long desired the employment of such collectives as individuals: maybe let to their own LIBERTY and INDIVIDUALISM, better becomes the out come.

Nevertheless my testimonial is about the identity of 2 Americans named Michael Moore.  Michael Moore #1 was (2002-2004 Las Vegas, NV) a inspired, positive-business, intelligent , ambitious upper ward mobile banking executive at Bank of America. I am sure that his wit and swiftness secured his disposition with Bank of America and with the numerous customers at Bank of America.  When I did identity theft upon him, to prove the easy access and the not attentive clerk positon through out the nation; he was swift to respond. When I telephoned Bank of America and requested that my account be altered. I was transferred to his secretary, who was puzzled, seeming he was in the branch office at the moment. Thus the phone call from a larger branch office made no sense. It alerted Michael Moore the banker and probably made him consider the notion, that if his accounts could be altered, then the security of all of the customers at Bank of America were at risk. Considering we were in terrorist times. Corporate America had more to be concerned about.

MICHAEL MOORE #1
Michael Moore #1 would also find out in time (1 month) that not only had I altered some of his accounts, including his employment banking accounts, I had also obtained an apartment in his names, a new mailing address (by which I had some mail re-directed through phone calls and letters I wrote myself . I refrain from using the United States Post Office Address Change form and also I refrain from using any corporate address change form. I was thinking the expense and legal nature of Corporate and official forms should be attended to by all employees, thus written request should be referred and a official address change form should be provided. If this is not attended to, then liability and security are up for grabs–under conditions whereby a corporation is being evaluated for their efficiency). I also opened some investment accounts with new investment financial stores, which were not FDIC regulated.

I never knew much about who Michael Moore #1 was. It turns out his name and data was given to me by some person, who are ONE OF THE SUB-CULTURAL COLLECTIVES I have written about in the past.  Their intent was to bring attention to Michael Moore, and from that point what becomes of him, is up to his own character. Even with the most dishonorable acts of behavior. A person is able to explain with intergrity their intent and the outcome of their actions, by which no other American can condemn them, especially when facts reveal their actions were preventive towards the future and were UTILITARIAN.  From what I found out through research and the intimidating expression of the sub-cultural collective, was Michael Moore #1 was the son of a heavy weight boxer. He was bright and intelligent, obtained his college degree and went on to be a successful bank executive.

Yet this information was provided by a sub-cultural collective: which today I am skeptical of, but then this is after the fact. If they had me thinking that they were FBI agents and Police officers, by which uniforms would not distinguish them from REAL officers. Then many perplexing question are to be asked, but can’t be answered. For example the following link: http://www.latimes.com/local/lanow/la-me-ln-aide-harris-accused-rogue-police-force-20150505-story.html  

In the above link story, the ideal and reality during the years 2002-2016 about pretend police officers and higher intelligence agents, was very common; yet not accepted as truth in the general public. These sub-cultural collectives gain when cemented civic norms of authority are blurred. This is why I have always considered such actions terrorist and domestic terrorism, such as Timothy McVeigh . Another factor that should be considered, is that these sub-cultural collectives really gain momentum when their acts are detected and re-established by COPY CAT sub-cults. Providing a more complexing reality.

MICHAEL MOORE #2
The second Michael Moore is even more unbelievable. He is the documenting film producer/director. The year was 2002-2003. Once again I had received some data about a person named Michael Moore. But this time I receive less data than before. Thus I had to research. I found out that the data provided was an American Express account. I then proceed to be Michael Moore’s personal assistant. I contacted American Express and requested a replacement card. I was told that this account was closed due to failed payment within a 90 day period. Seeming this account was not a revolving account, the only thing required was to pay off the entire balance (as always with these monthly total balance due American Express Accounts). I paid off the balance with the checking account that was already associated with the account. And requested the new card be expressed to me at the MGM Las Vegas. Luckily American Express had an brick and mortar location inside the MGM and when the card arrived the next day. I went into the American Express Kiosk bank and obtained the card. Which I then used for purchases, I donated to those in need.

The sub-cultural collective informed me after the fact. That this Michael Moore, was the film director/producer who was working on a new documentation film about identity theft and the effect on America and it’s future economy…hint something along the lines of ROBIN HOOD for the betterment of the nations working poor.! Whether this was true of not, who knows. But the fact that I experienced this and other events from 1999-2018 have made life quite interesting and now I WILL copyright my experiences as lived!!!